As you can imagine and because it has not really been
a week I am there, my life is not as busy as I would like it to be. It is busy
in its own way, I am waiting for answers, trying to build up my life here and
take some habbits…
On my day 4, I went out to give some CVs in the area I
am living in. It will hopefully be successful. People are nice; they always
have a kind word to keep you up. I have been kind of optimistic about all of this;
I gave one of my CV to a café called Horizon, just like my blog. That got
me thinking that maybe it was life’s hint to say, go on, don’t give up and just
go on because what you are doing is worth it! So I am now basically just
waiting for answers, and if answers do not come then I will go and pick them.
Sometimes life needs a good push in its back so that it goes on.
As you can guess, it is all quite stressful and I must
admit I am happy I have been living this kind of situation in the past. Germany
was a really good exercise. I remember how last year was difficult because of
the language. I made it through and being in Great-Britain is not as hard as it
has been back then when I was 19. Getting old is definitely something positive
somehow. I must also talk about those people supporting me in my country. God
bless them for what they bring me, I know those five months will be easier
thanks to all those people who love me and I am grateful they are in my life.
It is definitely the best feeling in the world, to be abroad and know that you
are loved; it gives you little wings in your back. It also pushes you on bad
days, and makes you move forward and hope for better days.
Note to myself though, I had forgotten how spicy food
is actually NOT my favourite, I need to remember I like it mild. I almost chocked on
my tomato sauce pasta, seriously, never again!
And it’s on that rather useless word that I will leave
you and as usual, keep up and mind the bloody gap!
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